South Beach Diet

Today I start the South Beach Diet, what a shock it is when you look at a menu and realize that everything has carbs in it!

I am so glad I like hummus cause I am really enjoying my lunch!

Hummus with peppers, cucumbers, and celery!

I need to lose some weight so that my hip stops hurting, apparently I sound like an old man when I groan.

God Bless America!

WTF

How does a person let something go for so long that it imploads?

The best revenge is to live well and I have my whole life in front of me and yours is pretty much over so I will live well and have my revenge!

Feeling Helpless!

Today I had lunch with an old friend of mine, she was someone I used to work with and thought very highly of, still do in fact. She is the latest person I heard of getting the luck of the draw or unluck of the draw and was laid off (from what I thought would be my fall back job if I got desperate enough to deal with a certain someone again) and I feel for her and want to help her because I know exactly how she is feeling, and although I had the love and support of everyone around me I still had to go through all the stages of grief on my own. Another very important someone in my life is waiting on an important email or phone call and its breaking my heart not to be able to make her feel better, she has my heart all of it and I just keep searching my head to find some words that will just make her know it will all be OK!

I hate this weather it always makes me feel like crap, I just want the sun to come out and help me to feel better instead of Feeling Helpless.

Just Because

Vacumm cleaner store!

So today... I spent my day driving around south philly running errands for my mother. It was pretty mundane things such as postoffice, the bank, the food store, and the pharmacy.

There was one interesting stop that was the vacuum cleaner store. I walk into the store and a man with a very interesting hairdo ( mullet) greets me and that's all fine except it prompted me to wonder how does one break into the vacuum cleaner fixing buisness, was it his fathers and he was forced? Was it what he always wanted to do as a little boy? Or is this where he is stuck? Either way alot of useless things can go through your head when the man with the buisness up front party in the back changed my belt and cleaned and lubed me (how he put it) and while all this was going on I thought I would actually write in my blog today about my random thoughts....

Why is the guy who sells the stamps not forced to tuck in his shirt? Why does everyone in South Philly call each other babe or hon? Oh crap my car is being weird again! I need to hurry and put my pin in so that the cashier dude in target gets a G and not an R! It sucks that my anniversary is on a Monday and I won't even get to see nora! Why won't the man at the vacuum place get a real haircut! Oh look the make your own wine place is right next door to the vacuum cleaner place I should tell biff to tell her Dad! Friends really was the best f'in show ever on TV. You get the picture I'm boring myself now LOL could this blog BE any more pointless -chandler

Love me

2009

Well here we are starting another year!

Im determined to make this one a great one, im tired of the struggle so im gonna think positive and march on.

So far 2009 has been interesting

There was shower curtain ripping, weird vibes, violin playing, and me quitting smoking.

The most important is me quitting smoking and at about 11:00 pm tonight I will be one week smoke free. It has not been easy believe me there was even an ugly there is still a little bit I can smoke on this butt in my ash tray moment but im still hangin in. I just heard that the strongest tree in the Forest can withstand the strongest winds and right now I need to be the strongest tree.

All I can think about right now is Brocoli and Chicken and some wonton soup I think that is better than Nicotine.